The thought sent chills through me. I thought we would make it through this, but I didnt know. He would be surprised, for sure. We told each other our...fantasies, and that usually made our sex steamier, but I had never told him about a fantasy with another female certainly not a 16 year-old female. He had even fantasized about a threesome, and my response was, great but where do we find another man. That had been a fantasy I hadnt even been willing to consider, and now, I had done a female. After the trial I took Mr. Hamilton to a bar and bought him all the drinks he could consume. To this day I write him a check for a thousand dollars every month and mail it to his current address. His likeness has been featured as the friendly snitch in my last three books (and he smokes Camels, which brings in another eighteen thousand dollars from that tobacco company).The divorce went off without much of a hitch, as did the custody arrangements. I pay no alimony and never will. I was granted. In my drunken darkness all I knew was the need that burned within me. My passion built as I peeled her blouse open, revealing two smooth breast encased in a lace bra. Her blouse pushed out of the way, I reached behind her and unhooked the bra, releasing those magnificent melons for me desire. I licked first one then the other, as more gasps of pleasure resounded in the dark. I looked up into the face of my angel and I froze. There, holding me tight to her bossom in the dark was Karen. I. You are nice to talk to, but I do get kind of lonely." If I were still alive, I would kick myself for not thinking of that! I wish that you had said something sooner, but I have to take full responsibility for the oversight. Please forgive an old spirit who was too tied up in his own feelings to realize what you would be going through." Please don't blame yourself, Storm Who Walks. I have been having too much fun to realize the gap in my life, myself. Well, my family is dead, now, so there is.