.." I said, my voice sounding unconvincing even to me. I kind of wanted him, but I wasn't going to submit to him, that wasn't me. I tried to convince ...yself that I was just turned on by the unusual circumstances. If I let him fuck me, if I submitted to him... I wouldn't be able to deny my feelings. "I'm not gay, dude," I nervously chuckled, and I inched backwards slowly. He strode towards me confidently, closing the gap between us in just a few steps. I gasped at his sudden movement... My. One minute he was a loving husband and father, the next he was a grieving widower on his way to Atlanta. He needed something to take his mind off what he had lost. His family was gone, dead, killed in a car crash. All three of them dead in an instant. Steve saw an ambulance responding to something, but he had no idea what the emergency was. He only found out later, when the State Police had called to break the news, the news that he was suddenly alone.He was more alone that he realized. His. Our chit chat continued.Soon the tea was done and I took them towards him. I handed him a cup and sat down folding my legs holding my own cup. I saw that he stared at my legs as my skirt rode up a bit but ignored. We talked randomly for a while but he soon cracked the relationship topic and I got sad all of a sudden. ‘Ah I don’t wanna discus about my bf, he just makes me angry’ I replied but he kept insisting. ‘You can share with me dear; it will clear your mind’. I started telling him about. “Now suck my cock. I want you to take my cock in your mouth.”My ass is still yearning for more of his tongue as he slides it from my ass across my prostrate pausing at my scrotum to suck my balls and then on to the head of my cock. He takes the tip in his mouth and continues to stroke me with one hand. He uses the other hand to caress my breasts. I lower my legs trapping him with my pantyhose between my legs. He rubs my cock across his face, kissing the head then down the side. He puts the head.