I want to make another joke, be cheeky, banter with her... but I also want to succumb to her, adore her, show her how badly I desire her power over me... The dichotomy of emotions swelling within me is almost too much and I don’t meet her gaze until she takes my face between both of her hands, a firm grip under her soft skin. "Talk to me, my lovely, shy boy," she urges, locking her stare into mine, "How else do you feel?" "I feel... well... excited, but also nervous… ” She waits for me to. ’ The woman’s light laughter soothed her anxiety. ‘Well, you know what I’m calling about. I need an answer so we can get things started.’ She was afraid to but she took a deep breath and looked down at the photo. Nothing changed. ‘Well, I don’t know, Tina. I haven’t really thought about it in depth yet.’ She blinked. The photo changed. They were all facing her, their arms folded in anger and their smiles erased. It startled her so much that she dropped the phone. ‘Mrs. Soto? Mrs. Soto!’ ‘Yes,. “It’s still BJ to my friends,” I replied.After the introductions I asked the general to wait out side while I had the meeting with them.“I guess that you have seen the news it is a six week stint; the question is where do we go from here? There are several ways to go; one is a six week leave of absence. Another would be six week un-paid leave of absence. The final one is for me to resign,” I said.“Kampala, Uganda of all the places in the world to go to they pick that god-forsaken place to send. "I'll show him over his knee! He wouldn't dare!" He would, he could and he will, if you push him," Fobie said lightly."Hush, both of you," Makro said, leading them all into the study. "Lavender, please sit down. I assure you we won't bite."Lavender sat stiffly on the oversized chair that had been brought into the room for that purpose."Now," Makro started as she sat down in another chair and folded her hands in her lap, "one of the things we would like to talk to about is last night..." I know.