I'm struggling hard to keep my memories of being a carpenters son. I'vehelped my dad make lots of things. I was getting good at building thingswith ju...t a hammer and nails.I reflect on what my life was and what I could have done differently.Should I have fought back? What if I hid out in the swamp? Should I havewent after my girlfriend and walked in here with her?No. I don't wish this endlessness on anyone. I have no choice. I keepwalking. I continue on this trip into darkness.One day, if I. I became obsessed with the idea of being cuckolded but I had no idea how to bring up the subject with my wife or how she would react to the knowledge that her husband wanted to watch another man fuck her. I was content to keep my cuckold fantasies as just that, fantasies, but my wife came across my secret file on our computer. To my shock my wife was as intrigued as I was. We began with a lot of role-playing fantasy but the more we played the more clear it became that we would one day live out. I couldn't believe it! My heart started pumping really fast. I was so excited I was gonna puke. There was no time to waist. I grabbed the sexiest dress I could find and put it on. I grabbed a bunch of make up and applied it on my face. It was almost time to go.I was watching Sex and the City as I awaited my love to come and pick me up. I heard the doorbell ring and quickly ran toward it. I silently cheered and opened the door. "Hey!" Blake said to me. I noticed him look at me up and down. He. .. David is thin.Some things don't go away ... some teachings never leave because 'these people have the degrees and people with degrees have the good of the Nation at heart ... and since they have the good of the Nation at heart ... what they teach is right.'You have no idea how many times I heard that growing up ... in my first life.Grace was 'learning how to catch a successful husband ... it is her place in life to be married, be a homemaker and have children.'After she catches one ... using.