What I really want is to get away from you psychotics andtake back my manhood."Celeste smirked. "You might still think like a man, but you are notcomp...etely a man any more; in fact, I don't think girls really turn you onany more, do they?" Of course they do!"She repeated, "So why don't you get hard, baby?" It's all the drugs you're giving me! They're in my food, in my water.Somebody comes in here when I am asleep or unconscious and gives meinjections. I can feel the soreness on my arms from the. It was several days later when Ephus eyes popped open, confused he looked around not sure of where he was. Near by there seven children playing on the floor, well near the floor.One, a young boy was nearly in tears as he tried to reach out to the others. The others were laughing at the one little boy 'til the older looking girl appeared and landed beside the boy pulling him in for a hug. The little boy sobbed on her shoulder while the little girl stared daggers at the others.Ephus stared hard. Last night we came so close to the end, my own sick pleasure almost sent him over the edge. Last night I lay in the bathtub, unable to keep myself from shivering but trying to keep my face so very still, doing everything in my power to achieve the look of death I knew he craved. My body had a slight grayish tinge, ebbing toward blue, the scars of his initials bright white on my left breast, the other scars criss-crossing my torso and thighs puckered and bright pink against my deathly pallor. . Over her lap I look up and all I can see are people watching and laughing at me. Gave into her and it made me horny. Now this. Shaved bare. Those women touching me. I liked it, God knows I shouldn’t. Cumming hard on that table with those three watching.”Barbara took a deep breath and wiped her face with her hands.“I can get through this. This is all still a secret, what went on. No wait! Mark is going to know I’ve been shaved. How do I explain that? What will he think? Oh God.” A dismayed.