”“I’m curious about something — you didn’t ask those questions about Maggie or Angie. Was that because they approached with belief?”“I d...n’t know because the situation with Kimiko isn’t something I’ve encountered before. That said, one could say that both Angie and Maggie chose to investigate Orthodoxy because of me. Is that REALLY different?”“I don’t know how to answer that. What are you going to do?”“Talk to the bishop and see what he says. Then, just take things one day at a time and see. How I’d feel as the new, adventurous Sue explored new sexual horizons. No longer just my wife and Donovan’s mother. A mature and beautiful woman intent on tasting all the sexual variety that life can offer.Imaging Sue like this and how I’d feel was the scariest and most exciting thing I’d experienced in my forty-nine years of life.And it wasn’t just myself forcing me to dig deep and face my true feelings. Sue was quietly insistent, encouraging me to confront these realities. As we talked these. I just need to do my best,” I told myself.At 4:55 PM, I started getting ready for my ‘run.’ I put on my fitness band, socks, sports shoes, face mask, ate a banana (for energy), and called the lift. I stepped inside and pressed the ground floor button. Once there, I got out, walked around the reception area for a minute.Then called the lift again and pressed the 12th-floor button. Counting the time wasted in the reception area, I set a timer of 29 minutes on my fitness band. I closed my eyes and. He said great and hung up. I sat there for I didn't know how long, holding the cell in my hand. Tran came in and kissed me on the forehead and said lunch was ready if I was interested. I followed her to the kitchen and was greeted by two crying girls and Sandra, who had a shocked and puzzled look on her face as she watched them sob. I couldn't figure out what was going on until I saw what was on the table. Grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup! Oh God, I thought, how was I going to handle.