Satyi to. Oi magitao to darun. 24/25 bachar bayas. Boro boro mai, ektu jhule gache mone hoi, farsa, lod lode pacha, swamita matal, ekhono bachha kachh... hoi ni. Kayekdin theke dekhchi amader barite elei amar dike takiye hanse. Katha bolte chai. Ektu jhuke mai dekhai. Kano tor boudi chodabe? Ha go dadata to chudte pare na, chotto bara, dhokate na dhokatei mal beriye jai. Khub bachhar sokh, pet kore dio tumi. Kintu amar samne chudte hobe.dekhbo ke valo chodai.Thik ache byabostha kor, toder dujanke. "Now fun can mean anything. Fun could mean drinks, laughs, food, or just plain girl talk; I however, was hoping she'd figure out what fun I was talking about. After more idle chit chat, I finally coaxed her into going out with me again. It took so long, she contends, because her husband was in town. Either way, it's probably good he travels and travels far. As they say, out of sight out of mind. I debated forever what would be the best thing to wear so that the fly would come willingly to the. Never fathomed to ask him, living in a small midwestern town. I used a stall to a public restroom once and saw a cartoonish like drawing of a guy about to suck some cock and underneath someone wrote how he wanted some young dick to suck off and left a PO Box (before internet). I must've jerked off a thousand times thinking about showing up at some dudes place and all I have to do is just sit there while he sucks me to completion. I never acted out my fantasies in college either, didn't. I don't have any advice to give except you'll get back in control eventually." Thanks, Daria. I nearly lost it when Noodle killed himself." Himself?" Daria echoed."Yeah, himself. Noodle never could become a 'she,' even on a temporary basis. That's why I remember him now by his old male name, Tyrone Jameson. At this whole stinkin' school, Tyrone was the only girl, if you insist on calling him 'girl,' who knew what I was going through. He didn't deal with it as well as I did. When we met, he said.