Was it rotgut spirit and had I been blinded bywhatever it was? Or was I dead and lying in my coffin and was this Hell?I dozed off again and did not kn...w how long it was before I woke again,blinking in the light. I itched down there and on my chest and a few otherparts of the body, but most of all I itched horribly down there. I triedto scratch but my arms were strapped to the bed. When I tried to get up itwas clear that I was totally strapped down and would not be going anywhereor scratching. In denkbar schlechter Stimmung fuhren wir wieder nach Hause.Meine Mutter schickte mich wütend und sehr enttäuscht auf mein Zimmer. Von dort konnte ich hören, wie meine Eltern laut darüber diskutierten, wie es nun weiter gehen sollte. Nach einigen Tagen kam es dann zum Gespräch. Sie machten mir noch einmal klar, wie sehr sie von mir enttäuscht waren und dass sie zum Glück eine Lösung gefunden haben. Sie haben für mich einen Platz in einem Mutter und Kind Heim weit entfernt von unserem Zuhause. Contact: Bianca White, Success Consultancy, Blue Sky Tower, Tel 128-9444.’ Bianca’s phone didn’t ring that day. A call at 9:00 next morning was a wrong number and one at 9:45 was the building maintenance man enquiring had she settled in comfortably and advising a receptionist’s work-station would be installed overnight. By this stage bored Bianca’s finger-nails were looking perfect and all her personal correspondence was up to date. She also accepted she was consuming far too much coffee.. We had another round of drinks and then left the club. Her place was closer so we went there. It was small but cute like her. She fixed us a couple of drinks and we sat on the couch. She asked me how I knew I wanted to be a woman full time. I explained all my female feelings and experiences with men. We laughed at how men can be sometimes. I told her that even after my surgery I would probably always consider myself bisexual. I loved both men and women. She nodded with understanding and then.