I was far from fine. "Just, give me a minute."There was a pause."Okay, I'll be outside. Don't run away okay?" There was a concern and warmth in his vo...ce that made me smile. My tears had stopped. "Ok." I agreed, wiping the rest of the make-up from my eyes.What did I want? I knew I was playing a role in my heart. I wasn't gay. Andrea wasn't gay either. Tom wanted Charlie, but didn't want to be Tom. Andrea wanted James. I had to admit it. We had seduced each other; me with my body and James with. That was all I could take, and I came all off the floor. I grabbed what I hoped was his towel and cleaned up the mess very quietly. By the time I looked up she had laid her on the bed and was pounding away at her. Still semi hard I decided to close the door and rejoin the party. Once I was back in the party, I noticed there were only a few people left. most of whom thought we left. made up some lie about going for a walk to get some fresh air and use the bathroom, A couple of us started. Ya sub koch dhak kar muja saber na howa aur man phir aik movi laya aik condum b laya kiun main lun per condum dal kar muth marta , main ahbi apna kaam shuroo hi kiya tha tu mahmoona ah gahee aur gusaa muja dhaka aur kaha ya kia kar raha ho tum main shermindagisa dir neecha kar diyaa us na kaha tum pata ha kitna bara guna ha ya , us na kaha tu shadi shda ho aur ab koi bachay b nahi hon , main tumhari biwi hon tu tum ya kis liya dhak raha hon kabi muja b dahka ha tum naa biwi lia hoti ha main. Quite frankly, I can’t see any reason to keep you here, can you?”In spite of the fact that he was very disturbed by the idea, Bernard could not think of any reasons that his supervisor was likely to think relevant.There was a knock at the door. Ordered to enter, another male came in carrying a tray with a single mug of tea and a plate piled high with biscuits. The newcomer gave Bernard a sympathetic look as he put the tray down but said nothing. He obviously knew what was going on. Bernard’s.