For the first time I was within touching distance ofsomeone else who shared my fantasies - I assumed it was another male, itwould be too much to expec... for it be a female, but what should I donow, do I get involved, or should I just stay in my own little world,where I would at least always be in control.At the thought of 'control' something else seemed to take over me.Without further thought I dropped my keys in my pocket and went to thedoor. I looked through the spy hole, and listened to. We invited her in for a few beers, but she declined because she had already made some plans for that evening. She gave us her number and told us to give her a call over the long weekend that was coming up. As soon as the door closed, Terry took one look at me , and said ‘Wow, were you two every flirting with each other”,. He said I couldn’t help but imagine you and her fooling around with each other, and let me tell you, it is hot!!!. He said it was hard controlling myself so that you. He and his squad-mates were transferred to a nearby camp that would be their home for the next two and a half years.17.September 1943Camp McMillanRural Route 2Gettysburg, Penna., USADearest Gisela, Unglaublich! Here I am staying in a camp on the Gettysburg Schlachtfeld [Battlefield]. General Lee’s headquarters is just beyond the camp’s outer wire, the Lutheran Seminary. We are told this camp will be our home for the duration of the krieg. Ernst, Hans, Oskar, Willi and I are in the same hut. Karen was my mom's name. After she gave birth to me, she never went back to the family reunion and neither did my dad even though he grew up going to it. He respected and loved my mom so much but before I left for the camp this summer I sensed regret in Mom as if she made the wrong choice for her and for me. I came to the camp for the first time as an 18-year old when I could have been there once I turned 14.Mom picked me up at the airport and she gave me the biggest hug."How was your trip?".