And really Bryan, we don't have actual lives. What we did was so God damned stupid, that I can't believe we did it." You were in favor of it at the ti...e," he snorted."Bryan, I wasn't thinking clearly. I was becoming an empty nester. I know now that what I was going through is really bad for women psychologically. Your children are all gone so you begin to question yourself. You start to wonder what your purpose is and you question your attractiveness. It's almost as bad as when we go through. .."I didn't think, some how I knew. I made a note to myself, tomorrow Debbie and I would be talking. Talking and then fucking, and Nicky. I knew she was going to play a big part in our lives. I turned to face Susey. Something was going on in her head as well. Something sexy. Her nipples were hard little points."Come to think about...., you're right. At least about Nicky...., she knew I was going to give her the prelim checks and she must be able to undo the joining ring...., she must have. ‘Is it even legal?’ I asked. She put her head back. ‘I will explain it the best way I know how Jake. I work a finance job in the city. This is my summer home. I had this place built to be a getaway. My week is a stressful rat race but when it is over I get to return here. Every morning I am here no matter the weather. I will come out to my beach totally naked. Feel the freedom and breath of the ocean on my naked body. It is my therapy. Everyone has that one something that takes them away from. She watched him leave with eyes glistening.Left alone – alone and to her own devices – for the first time in over a week, she initially picked up the t/v remote, but then put it down and ran warm water in the sink. She took the sheet, stained with the evidence of their carnal activities, and washed it by hand, then set it aside in the bath. She then washed Sam's discarded clothes from the previous day, and rinsed them and the sheet in the bath before hanging everything from the rail over the.