Many times her arms and thighs touched mine. I was dying to hug her and feel her in my arms. I went to her bathroom and changed. She told me to go bed...oom while she would be preparing food. She went to the kitchen. I was in t shirt and lower which she provided me. After half an hour, she brought me dinner and sat next to me. In two years, I never had such nice food and that with such a beautiful lady. It was the best moment of my life. After we finished the dinner, she changed and came back.. He took out two silver paddles from the case and held them upright to Tim, the other paramedic. Tim smeared a jelly like goop on one paddle then Jim rubbed the two plates together. He placed one paddle on this chest, the other on Drew’s side. The heart monitor just showed a squiggly line as it endlessly moved side to side. ‘Clear!’ The machine let out a loud thud, and everyone watched the green line dance across the monitor’s screen. ‘Still in full arrest!’ ‘850! Charge to 850!’ ‘Jim!’ ‘I said. . I sometimes space out ... I remember ... people who died in my arms ... decisions I should have made ... the way it felt ... that rush of combat and death and blood and fear and the thrill of the fight ... it can be overwhelming."Willow was quiet a while, staring out into the dense trees surrounding them. "I worry about that, Dad. Sometimes ... I feel it in me ... I know it's there ... like a shadow ... growing thicker and darker. I'm scared of it." She exhaled slowly, calming herself. "Imps. He was always going out with different women, and making sure in the locker room that every guy knew that women were getting his rocks off on a regular basis, especially me.It was my winter break from third year at college and 22 years old, when I saw Tommy go into my ex-girlfriend's parent's house. I knew he was in for a major case of blue balls, that why I broke up with her (I now know that I enjoy being left with blue balls, and sought out women that were cockteasers). She would not get my.