He said that he knew I felt the same way and was stopping myself from getting close to him because I knew I couldn’t trust myself to be around him a...d not end up in his bed.’ James looked increasingly shocked as I detailed the highlights of the argument. As I stopped he drew in a breath. ‘Oh my God. That was pretty intense.’ I nodded in agreement. ‘So you stopped seeing him because he put all that out there and you couldn’t have the friendship that you wanted when he made it clear he wanted a. I loved my sister and although I had never considered it until now... I loved her as more than just a sister.As if thinking something similar, she turned her head to look back at me. She smiled and whispered, "I love you." I love you too," I replied, warmth coursing through my entire body at the words other girls had said to me and I lied in return... this time I meant it. This was more than just fucking... this was something else... something organic... something perfect."Yes," Kristen. The kiss intensified as we help onto each other.When we finally broke, I looked into her eyes and smiled. "Hi" Hi back" She smiled."How bout some lunch? We kinda forgot to eat breakfast."She laughed. "Sounds good"We went into the kitchen and made a small meal of sandwiches and chips. We ate at the counter while we talked lightly about work, school and any other topic that happened upon us. After we finished, I told her about the weather as we cleaned up."I hope you dont mind being stuck. Whenever you and I would start cuddling or touching each other, you'd break it off. I figured I was doing something wrong, or maybe it's because I like guys more than girls." Amy confessed to her roommate."Oh wow, this is a lot. No, I didn't back away because you were doing something wrong. I backed away so that I wouldn't push you. I knew you loved Todd, and well, I didn't want to jeopardize that. Honestly, I didn't trust myself not to want more. I didn't think we'd have a relationship like.