I don't want to be the guy that no one can count on to do the work that's needed. Not just in work, but in life. Years from now, I don't want to show ...p at my job, and be too scared to ask for a day off. I don't want to live my life that way. I don't think you do, either."You can't say yes, you can't say no; you don't own yourself, and you have an excuse for EVERYTHING! You will be a little bitch for the rest of your life!"Well, there's a way to avoid that. I think most of you noticed it, and. "Maybe he's right. And what if he is? How do I find myself? For sure Iam feeling a little bit lost."I..." I felt I should say something even if I didn't know what. But Gabeheld his index finger to my lips silencing me."You must first cast off the dirt of others...if that's what you were goingto ask." He laughed and I blushed, smiled, and nodded. "And they haveso tried to cover you with it, haven't they." Yes..." My voice trails off even with this one short word.I feel all the emotion. I am not real happy about my daughter riding you like a fucking cowgirl, but, how do we get past this?”I told Pam I loved her and that although this should not change anything about our relationship, I was sure it would.She simply just stared at me, a tear in her eye, and said, “I love you very much, and I know you would never have planned something like this, I have to believe that. But the fact remains that you fucked my eighteen-year-old daughter and her friend. Was it good, did you enjoy. I came to to the sound of Ethan's voice again."Second test- vertical upright to vertical upside, eight second turn." He reached for the board again and I panicked slightly. I was very dizzy and discombobulated, so of course I tried to pull my hands up to no avail."No Ethan wait," was all I got out before the world spun again and I was staring at his shoes. I bit back a groan as the surroundings carried on spinning long after I had. "Christ Ethan I wasn't ready for that! You could have checked.