" That's right," said Belle. Bernie I love you and wouldn't want to cause problems with you and Lynda. I know you like each other." OK Belle," said Be...nie after a pause. "I'll give you a chance to make it right again. I think you need to even things up. Make it fair as it were." Thanks Bernie. I don't want us to fall out. Just let me know if there's anything I can do. Any time." I was thinking of right now." Now? But aren't you busy with Lynda right now?" Yes but I want you to show me what you. My roomie said hey that is what I thought too but It was great. The black man said oh yeah. Anyway, When I walked in my roomie said this is mark and I want you to satisfy him. I said hey this aint no submissive thing I did those things with you cause I wanted to. I aint no cock whore. Tonight you are was the response I got by the black man. He walked over and put his hand on my shoulder and guided to the bed. He undid his pants and pulled out a lovely 8 inch mostly hard cock and told me to. Heaven forbid that my beloved Jonathan should return from his journey and find me still confined to my bed.Sept 27 Today I confronted the doctor about my illness, upon which his foul elixirs seem to have no effect. He tried to avoid the question and say it was nothing, but I could tell he was not telling all and I persisted. Finally his face took on a grave expression. He told me he thought I was a strong woman who could face the truth, he proceeded to tell me that I was suffering from the same. I gaped at her balls without any shame and soon I had a raging erection and the bulge in my pant was pronounced and the cock beating up and down was also seen.I had taken about two larges of rum and I was feeling flushed. I ogled at the lady with naked lust and the lady and others soon noticed it. I was embarrassed and felt some fear they would scold me for my unchaste act. But they did not do so. I got bolder and so I slouched in the chair to expose my bulge more to them and felt a thrill in.