She was thankful for the spotlight, because it meant she could see very little of the crowd, but she knew that out there, somewhere, her best friend w...uld be watching. Other than that, no-one knew who she was and if she wanted, she could really let her hair down.As the music started, she took several steps forward in time with the music, like a catwalk model, deliberately emphasising the swing in her hips. She smiled as she glanced from left to right, the crowd still hidden by the glare of the. You're so, so, beautiful. You're still my beautiful baby." She stepped back again, and said, "I love you more than ever." I love you too, mom," I was relieved. She ordered wine and appetizers and asked me to tell her all about my life. I told about my semester: that I was doing original sociological research on transgenders; that I had helped organize a legal outreach program to the transgendered community; that I had been invited to take a law school seminar next semester; that I had aced my. Our freezers and fridges were crammed full, our kitchen cupboards were the same, and he explained that he had been to the bank and drawn as much cash out as he could to keep us going.It hadn't really occurred to me, but as I helped him put the last few things away, I thanked him and gave him a big kiss.But that was it. No questions about what I had been up to, and no sexual activity. We retired to our much-used bed. I should really have changed the sheets after Adil had gone but I couldn't be. We started out on the right track i think. We always tell each other what we think. Even sexually. If she sees a good looking guy she says so. If I see a hot chick I look. I noticed our Married friends were different around each other than they were when alone. I told her when we started that I want a mate that I don't have to hide anything from. I want to know who she truly is inside and I want her to know me the same way. I want to be the same me all the time. I am the same around my friends.