One day while at lunch with the women they started talking fashion,something way over my head! I usually tried to stay out of this subjectbut was alwa...s dragged in! They would ask my opinion on things! Todaythey asked me what I like or thought guys in general liked, afterstalling them I finally gave an answer, I said "we like seeing women in anice dress or skirt with nylons on" and then went on to say I didn'tunderstand why most of them never wore a skirt or dress to work? I wasmet with. . oh God, NOW I'm embarrassed? I guess I hoped you would find me. I see what you mean about confession. I would have absolutely DIED to admit this two weeks ago. The jokes did annoy me, but I felt I was expected to act the way I did, and yes I was bored with my life. I don't know why I felt so daring, but I convinced myself that no one would come up so early and if you did, all you'd see were my ugly, lumpy breasts."I felt very angry, oddly horny and attracted to you, but would never act on. And I am trying to remember at what point did I start to have feelings for my little sister. The earliest I could remember me noticing her was when I was still in my teenage. Mom would wake me up very early and prepare some breakfast and then she would go back to the bed to get some more sleep. I would have the breakfast at the dining table and then continue on to my usual routine of getting ready for school.My sister’s room was the nearest to the dining table, and I would be aware of her still. Don?t say anything. Happy Birthday my love.? The room is warm, dark except for the spot in the center. Ihave passed a belt over the beam in the center, and the leather cuffs hang fromthe belt. I give a final check to the credenza. Everything is as it should be.The bullwhip, crop and cane, neatly arranged beside the box. My note, on thebox: ?Darling: I am giving youeverything. Tonight and always. But I may not be ableto control myself. That?s what the gag is for. Tonight only moans and.