Can't do it now as it would look if I was shit scared of going back –which I am." He gazed at me earnestly. "Straight up, Dewey, I've had enough of ...eing a fucking target, but wearing these..." he tapped his chevrons," ... I 've got to act like Captain frigging Fearless." He sighed. "If you hadn't got shafted, and remained in the battalion, you would have been made CQMS by now, probably even Company Sergeant Major. I've got promotion because better men than me have either retired or been. She adored her big brother. He was the greatest big brother that any girl could want except for in the morning. Then he was just a big grump.“It is fun watching television with you, Lily,” Sean said rubbing her on the head.Looking in the direction of the kitchen, Lily asked, “Is Mommy upset with you?”“Yes, she is,” Sean said.“Why?” Lily asked, “Did you put too much toilet paper in the toilet?”“No,” Sean said.“Mommy got so upset with me when I did that,” Lily said. She had been paddled on the. . what the hell is . . . ?. I can’t finish what I was saying because just then Carrie presses a folded cloth over my nose and mouth and leans on it hard. I try to twist my head away but she’s strong too, and I smell the chloroform. In a few seconds my struggles weaken and as I’m losing consciousness, the last thing I see is Carrie’s smiling face staring hungrily at me as she says, ?my graduation gift is . . . you mom . . . YOU!?A stinging slap in the face wakes me from my stupor. My head aches. It’s getting hotter with our conversation all this time.Me: do you wish to see it?She: silent, shy and finally asked how?Me: opened google in another tab and showed it.She. She saw it and asked me to close it soon.Me: you need to see your guys thing in future and maybe you will blow it.She: silent again and thinking somethingMe: what are you thinking?She: nothingAfter some timeShe: does it look the same in realMe: almost same but in porn, they do some makeup to look attractive.She: Okay.Me: do.