He holds it and teases it against my opening, running it up and down in slow strokes. He pushes the head in and then takes it back out. My breathing g...ts heavy, "Please, Matt. I need you to fuck me." I gasp. He pushes the head in again and this time I'm ready. I arch my hips and clamp my legs around his waist and take as much of it in as I can manage by myself. A long growl escapes my mouth as he stretches me wider than I ever felt before. It feels amazing and my pussy hums around him. He grips. We were on our way to Medieval Times to celebrate my birthday after about 3 months.I got over his death, but that terrible memory gets dug up on every birthday of mine on my 18th birthday in 1995 and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I completely skipped my birthday even though my mom and my sister had prepared one for me. I returned home later that evening to find my mom and sister chatting. I saw a look of concern in their eyes and assumed that they were either worried about why I was not. ” I said.“Fine by me.” Kshitiz said.I opened the door to my apartment, rushed inside and shut and locked the door behind me. I looked down at the front of my pants as I agonized over whether or not to go through with it, Kshitiz however was in much more of a hurry than I was.“What’s taking so long?” Kshitiz called from outside the door.“Just a second, I’m looking for something to put them in.” I said.I decided that I had very little choice but to do it so I kicked off my shoes, quickly stripped. I was in booth in the back, watching vids and rubbing my cock through my pants. I noticed the hole in the wall but it never crossed my mind what it was for. Some pervs like to watch I guess...Pretty soon two fingers appear and rub the edge of the hole. I quit rubbing my dick for a bit. Then he did it again, tapping his fingers. I was just a k** so I had no idea what to do. Then, all of a sudden the guy's cock pokes through the hole, then pulls it away. Tapping again...I get it now and.