Grandpa gone? Was it because we had sinned? He was improving. And suddenly this.I rushed in. All my sexual arousal was gone and I was now trembling. M...m was still sleeping peacefully. I went near her and slowly shook her.She woke up and looked at me with her large eyes open. She was still covered only by her bed sheet. Perhaps she expected to wake up much before me and dress so she was nude under her bed sheet. Her eyes looked at me questioningly. “What time is it Adi? Why are you waking me up?. She had made herself scarce over the past weekend after all.He had to be more confident in himself.“Come here.” He ordered his aunt in a harsh voice. He felt his mother stir next to him, but he didn’t look to see what expression she wore. He was focused on Sarah.Immediately after he had spoken, she crawled forward to one side of him until her face was level with his. Jason gripped her hair and pulled her face down to his - kissing her savagely.“You’ll do anything my mother tells you.” He. The worst part was that I have found out that Master?s insistence that I don?t beg was actually doing me a favor. Because no matter that I in certain situations ? like this one ? simply can?t stop myself from begging, I have found that begging only makes it worse; amplifies my sense of helplessness and the accompanying pain and degradation. Focusing all my being on not begging because it would have him kick me, out focused my mind somewhat away from the pain, making it easier to bear. But now. "Eric, this isn't fair. Why are you treating me like this? I've agreed toeverything thing you wanted." I want you to shut up!" he responded. With that he grabbed an o-ring gagand strapped it into place in my mouth. What had I gotten myself into?For the first week I was kept in the cage while he was out at work. Thenin the evenings I was brought out, fed from a dog bowl and expected tolearn doggy tricks like sit, beg and lie down. Any infraction ordisobedience was met with an electric shock from.