I was thinking of if me and Jaymie were to be here all day alone would I need clothes. I walked out of my wardrobe and went into my underwear draw and...pulled out a pair of crotchless underpants my last boyfriend bought me. I slipped into the thin translucent panties and searched for a bra. I went to the bottom and pulled out a strapless silk padded bra. They were both black and patterned the same. I walked out my room and down the stairs and saw Jaymie on the couch with the curtains closed and. I'll see that he's there wearing his best outfit."Ashley helped gather all of Justin's things and get them in Nat's car. She carried him out and put him in his car seat. She leaned in to kiss him and said, "I'm going to miss you. My name is Ashley. I hope you learn to say it."Nat said, "You will regret that. When he can say your name, he'll be after you all the time." Never thought of that! However, if he's going to stay with me, we have to call each other something." He mastered 'Mama' at an. Holy shit. That’s what I was about to become.It all happened so fast. A few hours of labor later, she was in my arms. I’d reached for her instinctively, and they gave her to me, let me have her because she was mine. Wes had cut the cord, already beside me, wiping my sweaty hair back from my face, looking adoringly down at our daughter.She was ... perfection. She had golden-brown skin, the color of honey and milk, and a single drop of chocolate. I kissed her head as she squirmed, wiggling in my. ‘Cool,’ I said. ‘Lets get cracking.’ ‘Wait a minute Tiger. Not so fast. I have breakfast on the table. Lets eat first.’ I followed her to the table. I sat across from her and couldn’t keep my eyes off of her. I couldn’t put my finger on it, but something was different this morning. She looked even more beautiful than usual. ‘Shit,’ I thought. ‘You gotta get out of here before you do something stupid, Ferraro.’ We ate, did the dishes and got to work. I kept stealing glances. From time to time I.