Bobby was the first into bed having nothing to remove!Leisurely we caress each other. After some mutual oral play I sink into her warm tight body. I d...n’t exactly thrust into her pussy. It is more like sliding back a forth. Taking most of my weight on my arms I gently plough this lovely woman. Gradually her face and bust show signs of arousal. Just as my arms start to shake she rolls us over. Still in missionary she flexes her hips in time with my movements. She purrs softly as her hips move. . God knows I am. So last night, when I couldn't sleep, and after I word-vomited to you on Skype, I started thinking about what it's going to be like when we finally FINALLY are together. As I lay there, with the cool crisp sheets resting on me, I imagined lying with you, naked, on a different set of crisp, cool sheets. Imagining your hands reaching across to draw me into you, grazing my nipple, making me catch my breath. You lightly stroke your knuckles across the nipple that is now becoming. You hand drops to my shorts and you caress the outline of my penis, stopping at the head and rim.ME – I slide my hand across your belly and down the front of your panties. You’ve shaved but left a small tuft of hair for me to feel. I cup you and smile. My fingers are wet and sticky.Act 4 – Scene 1YOU – You gasp as my fingers slide across your lips. You realize how wet you are as I push them down past the outer part and down to your taint. Unconsiously your hips move to surround my hand closer.. I said aloud, as tears trailed down mycheeks.I'm a woman. A straight woman who doesn't quite look like one, who usedto put on lipstick and his mother's bikini top while fellating bananasbefore graduating to silky bras, garter belts and hose, and long dildosattached to mirrors, the better to watch myself watch the imaginary manin my head whose cock I was so eagerly and passionately sucking.Be myself, Jamie had said. OK but how? I cursed God for taking her awayfrom me, and I went to bed, softly.