I felt his hardness press against me.i wanted him to just throw me in his car and give it to me now,but i didn't have the time.i pulled away and told ...im to call me when he gets home.he did call when he got home,but i wasn't able to answer the phone.i noticed a voice mail message,and quickly listened to see if it was jaquon.the message was from him,telling me that he enjoyed his time with me and was excited to meet up again tonight.later that night we met in the same park,before i stepped out. ”“Me neither.”I went to my own room and was able to finish most of my homework before dinner.When we were all sat round the dining room table with full plates I broke my news. “The race on Sunday is a bit special. It’s a qualifier for the Tri-State Championships.”“I thought the school didn’t enter the qualifiers,” said Dad.“Coach Budd said that he’d obtained some extra funding from Principal Hockstadler. Probably pried it from his cold, dead hands.”“Kevin, that’s not fair,” objected Mum.. “What you have to understand is what she’s been through. Before she came here.”“And what has she been though?”She took a deep breath. “You have your secrets, Paul. Would you want everyone to know them?”I shook my head.“It’s not my place to tell you. It’s hers. If she wants to. I’ll just say she’s only ever had a bad experience of being a girlfriend. The word doesn’t mean the same to her as it does to most people.”“Okay. So why are you telling me this if you can’t tell me. “It’s getting late, I’ve drunk a little too much, I need to call a cab.” I was more disappointed that she was leaving than that she didn’t want to sleep with me, I offered her my bed and I would sleep on the couch. “You can even lock the door if it makes you feel better.” She kissed me on the cheek and said “I’m not sure I could sleep knowing you were right out side the door and not in bed with me. Keeping it slow, remember?” She called a cab and we waited on my front porch. We talked a little.