Repeatedly. He started with the ‘wish I could have’s, woken from each tangent with a clank of the metal desk legs against the knuckled root, only ...o drift into another as he imagines the things he could have done, remembers the women he could have loved, if he weren’t ‘so fucking pathetic.’ In fact, he didn’t stop muttering till he reached the ‘wish I didn’t’s, weighted words fading to weighted steps. He was still like that when he reached it, the becomer of death. He was amazed how giant it. YOU HONOUR YOUR HUBBY BY LETTING HIM WATCH YOU FUCKING SOMEONE ELSE, ENJOYING LEBIANISM SOME LADIES CLAIM TO CHEAT ON THEIR HUSBAND OR PARTNER. SINCE HAVING SEX IS YOUR RIGHT AT ANY TIME PLACE WITH ANY PARTNERS THAT YOU WANT, CHEATING IS ONLY POSSIBLE ON YOURSELF IF YOU DENY YOURSELF THE SEXUAL PLEASURES THAT YOU WANT. SEXUAL PURITY IS MANTAINED BY HAVING YOUR SEXUAL NEEDS SATISFIED. AS A c***d YOU HAVE NO SEXUAL NEEDS SO PURITY IS THERE BY NOT HAVING SEX. AS YOU GROWINTO A LADY YOU WISH TO. I knew they would call as soon as they knew, just as we had called Donnie. I wanted to take a shower, just wash off the day, the trip, and feel fresh and new again. But I didn’t want to miss this phone call. It rang. I picked it up. “Preggers! Dee Dee we’ve hit the daily double!” Andrew grabbed the phone from her. “If your girls follow form and both have twins we’ve hit some kind of quadfecta.” He gave the phone back to Donnie. I said “Donnie he’s probably right, you know. We may be going from. "Once again, Simone had trouble grasping her mother's words. And once again she felt that tears could burst forth any moment. But the reason was very different this time."Are you serious, Mom? Dad, is she serious?" Well, like Mom said, Simone ... the last thing we want is to make things harder..." Yes!" Simone said with more enthusiasm than she intended to show. She tried to tone down her jubilance. "I mean, yeah. Yeah, I could see that. That might work." The last thing Kevin would want would.