Why watch a picture of other people having fun?”“I don’t know. I don’t watch much TV either. I ... My dreams are more real.”“Will you shar... one with me?” she asked.“I, um ... You see ... I mean...”“It’s okay. It was just a suggestion. If they’re private, you don’t have to talk about them. For sure, some of my dreams would be embarrassing to talk to my boyfriend about. I still dream about our first real kiss when you had your hand ... you know.”“I know. I sometimes dream about that, too. But. ”“So, in a way I learned to be male from him.”“Yes.”“And yet I didn’t learn enough, from him and especially from my mother. Exactly what happened to her I let happen to me, and as a male, in his desire, however suppressed, I could have seen the direction of it, the aspect of conquest so inherent...”She collapses into sitting on her feet, clutching her legs in her arms and sobs. The abstraction, the exercise, the intellectualizing of the feelings has been broken by the rape once again.He avoids. "Action."* * *When Tori opened her eyes, she just saw her f*mily. No cast, no crew, and no Cat, which she was most grateful for."I love you guys," Tori said, absent of any reason to say anything. "I can't imagine my life without you guys… even you, Trina. I just love you." Wow, thanks s*s… but maybe you shouldn't be drinking this early in the day…"Tori laughed at her s*ster and checked the clock, seeing that it was the same time it was when things went crazy this morning."I'm going to go out. Guys? The man smirked again how would you like to be the star of the show? Good ol fashion gangbang. Ive got five guys and Monster. Monster? Yeah, one of they guys boy. People will pay good money to watch him lick ya. Angel took another sip from her water before standing abruptly. What do you say? Angel glared at him. Im not into four legs and fur. Find someone else. She turned and left the man and his money at the bar. She needed some fresh air. +-+-+ Whats this about me owing you money? The.