"Oh," she said her face a picture of surprise."Morning Em," I said, I had only left her bed thirty minutes ago. "Don't take any notice of Lucy, she ju...t wants to take over running your life." Oh," Emma said again, "is she going to then dad." I'm thinking about it," I said watching her face closely, "what do you think?" Well," she started, then looked back and forth between us, "I don't know, I suppose if you tell me to, then I must." Oh goody," said Lucy clapping her hands, I've got great ideas. One because it feels good and helps others feel good. Two, I have to be careful who I piss off. The face I cuss today may be connected to the ass I have to kiss tomorrow. When your health declines so do your options.A very important lesson I learned is you have to have a reason to wake up the next morning. It doesn’t matter how big or how small or how important or unimportant it is. It can be as simple as finishing a coloring book picture you were working on, a journal entry, helping out a. Sam called and said he would be late that morning. I told Roy he could go. I would be fine until Sam got here. He left right after the girls.Christina asked me if I had anything for her to do. I asked her if she had talked to her boss. She told me she called him yesterday; he was furious that she wasn't coming in and he fired her. She didn't tell him she already had another job. I asked her what she did. She told she had worked the front desk at a print shop. I asked her which one and she told. "She shook her head. "You're not thinking, John," she said. "The biology, remember? We couldn't eat anything there, it wouldn't nourish us, and by the same token they can't survive here. We'd just be taking them out of one kind of death to another." That's the beauty part, Amanda, we can bring their own stuff with them!" Come again?" Look, it's pretty simple," he said. "I've spent a lot of time lately with a bunch of people who know a lot more about this than I do, and they tell me it can be.