I saw fear and hurt. I also saw confusion, where only a short while before I had seen pure satisfaction. I leaned toward him, kissing him tenderly on ...he lips.Jake and I care for you and Pam more than you can ever grasp. Do you think I would do anything that could hurt you?He simply shrugged his shoulders, his eyes now lowered toward the ground.I knew he could hear the truth in the words I spoke. I knew he wanted to desperately believe them.Pam and Jake were now standing behind me, offering any. Ezra walked up the drive of the farm towards the stead of the Adams. Mrs Adams and Tara, Ezra's mother, were close friends, and Tara had needed to return a cookery book to her house. Surprisingly, Ezra had volunteered to do this, and he had walked the two miles across farmland towards the hamlet.Ezra hummed, he liked the walk over the fields. The day was hot, and as Ezra walked around the last bend he gave a theatrical breath. He had not taken any water with him and had felt the strength of the. Mmm..."Ren lay beside her and she rolled to face him. He kissed her lips, her chin and nuzzled her neck."Ren ... do you really want more?" I told you -- I can't get enough of you." What about tonight? Do you already have other plans?" No." Saturday is my day to do errands. If we stay in bed then I won't get done what I need to do." What do you need to do?" Laundry." I need to do laundry, too. Maybe we can pool our duds and save some money on the machines." And, I need to go to the library to. I wrap my fist around the base and run it up to the swollen head forcing more of the slippery fluid from it. I focus on the tip where I’m most sensitive in fast rhythmic movements for almost five minutes until it’s almost too late. Stopping, heart pounding, chest heaving, and sweat rolling down my forehead, I scan the room again. My ears are ringing and I have tunnel vision. This is a good sign but also really dangerous. It’s a good sign that I’m getting this worked up but it’s also bad because.