Taken all into account, I was also coming really close to exploding. I looked at Swan, who was now intensely staring at Lydia and me.“Bro, you would...’t have problems with me having fun with your girl?” Swan asked me as if everything he witnessed up until now hadn’t told him exactly that.“She would love nothing more than to have us all fuck her brains out, and I’m totally cool with that,” I told him. Snowy took that exact moment to wrap her lips around his cock, so his wide grin was even more. The others were there, each with a parent. Jared felt his father stiffen as they entered."Janice," he said. "I didn't expect to find you here."Shannon's mother—she looked a lot like Shannon, which is how he knew—nodded, her face stiff. "Ted. I ... this has to be an accident. There's no way either of us could have planned this." You two know each other?" Mr. Saunders asked."We were married at one time," Shannon's mother said. "We ... parted ... right after Shannon's birth. This is ... I didn't. " So we're going to tell them the truth?" Yes we are." How?" Somehow."Which was how I then ended up visiting home a few days later. Butbefore then, to top off a very interesting few days, a couple of otherthings happened. The first was that I went to the gym. Now that may notappear to be very interesting, but to me it was shocking and hugelyenlightening. I had a kind of induction come training plan session atwhich my trainer tried to find my levels on everything in order to workme up a training. I might have operated him myself, provided better vascularisation, extended his life, decreased his misery a bit. I ll never know.He loved us the way he could, I guess we did the same too. But, but, but as long as I m alive, I wish we could have been better dad-son. Wish I was stupider. Wish I could enjoy TV along with him, or be there every day making life for him, or I was never born so he could spare the time he spent on me and did what he enjoyed most a more. I will never know.I have.