I can’t be Kira, the old Kira, the way I used to be. That’s love isn’t it? When someone changes you, and you realize you can’t go back? …And...when you lose them and you realize you can’t go on?’ I broke, and began to sob quietly. ‘I wish I knew how to fall out of whatever this is! Falling in is so easy, especially with him…it was so easy, easier than anything I’ve ever done. Why can’t leaving be just as simple? I wish I knew how to be something else, how to define myself as anything but his! How. "I'm all yours"I pulled off my footwear and my t-shirt and lay back on the blanket. He began to touch me all over. My bare chest and shoulders and up and down my legs. Sometimes slipping his fingers up the insides of my thighs and under the hem of my shorts and sometimes down my flat smooth stomach and down behind the waistband. I enjoyed every moment. Eventually Mick undid the button on my shorts and pulled down the zipper. I lifted my hips so he could pull them down.I had a surprise for him.. ‘You know I’ve fallen in love with you, don’t you?’ John smiled and didn’t say anything. She walked over to her sleeping naked daughter and stroked her hair for a while and then woke her. ‘April dear, it is time for bed. Go get a shower and go right to sleep. When you wake you will have forgotten all about this. You will remember that we have a silly blonde house guest and that John and I may need to work on a project together occasionally. You were asked to help, but you found it terribly. He summoned the breath to answer, "Darling it was just a bit of fun, it didn't mean anything, now please get off me". She just laughed, "Oh but David, Amazon Amanda, BBW facesitting and trampling, small guys getting wrestled by big womem. It looks like great fun to me, I want to try it all". As she finished her breakfast she sat back, "I bet it is really starting to hurt now David, is it turning you on to have me crushing you" ? "Nooo.. it really hurts, please let me up", he pleaded. Her reply.