Every time for the rest of my life, I would melt down at a funeral, even if I never knew the decedent. It would remind me of the me whom I had to lose... the me I had to kill, the me whom I loved most.So after I recovered, and Van saw it was safe to come near me, he asked if he could help me plan. I looked up to him, and feeling like shit, said “Yeah, what do you have in mind?”“This one goes simple. Girl Courtney, well, she went to a party, and got messed up on d**gs. Only she was overdosed, and. And having a cock in my mouth at the same time was so wonderful. I was like a rag doll and continued swallowing loads from cocks that had been deep in my holes. Finally I had had enough...had to use the bathroom...bad...and just needed a break...I was getting sore! All the guys were so nice and helped me up , slapping my ass as I slinked my way to the bathroom.After I cleaned myself up and tried to get ready for more whorish behavior I came out and found my Hubby sitting on the sofa in the. It was a big load, but it would be impolite to waste a single precious drop. Patrick was laying there panting as I finished. Seeing him laying there started me thinking again. What had I done? I was no better than Davids first wife, inf act I was worse because I had cheated on him with his son! I started to cry, tears just sliding down my cheeks. Seeing this, Patrick sat up quickly and said Mom… Mom are you okay? I just broke. I cried out everything I was feeling… but that my tears were. We're going to have a real blast this whole week. I know it." She took his hand and led him into the pulsing throng. She laughed, a carefree sound, as she twisted and swayed to the rhythm. "Did you see that guy I was dancing with earlier?" Did I? He was a hunk," Sam shouted into the music's blare. "I love watching you have fun like that. We need to do more of that this week, Honey. Much more."She didn't slow her dance, but her pretty face took on a calculated look for just an instant."Really?".