After breakfast we got to doing 'stuff'. Mostly it was goofing around around the water. A few kids went swimming, but most of us lay out to catch some...rays. I didn't, redheads have to be careful with our skin. We burn far faster than most others, and so we cultivate the 'pale' look while we live in sunscreen. I'd already made a start, and had tan lines, though I noticed that most girls were stripping down so that wouldn't be a problem.The day began to turn cloudy, and so we all went inside,. They were told to concentrate on the games of other sports. My soccer teammates were very happy with me, and asked me to get beaten up by the basketball team a few times.There was much protest from the surviving football players about the unfairness of their having to suffer because the actions of a few. They were asked how many times they'd stood by while one of their teammates bullied another student? Had they ever physically dominated another student themselves? Had they ever swaggered down. All the time. I don't get much sex, and it sucks. I decided my lingerie and humiliation fetishes would be fun to exploit. I had a lot of free time around the holidays, so I decided to go shopping. A lot. I got lots of panties, bras, everything. It was nice, but not enough. One day I decided I needed to dress up under my boy clothes, I mean, it's winter, who would notice a bra under a coat? So I got dolled up...I had white thigh high stockings, which caressed my freshly shaven legs and painted. Now I had to rinse my face. We had to wake the kids to get them into their pajamas and get them to bed and I didnt want them to see me crying either. I composed myself and, together, we tucked them into bed, kissed them good-night and went back down stairs. How about if I put on a pot of coffee and we talk, Diane said. Im done talking for the night. I was going to stay here tonight but I just cant. Im going to go down to that little motel on Dempster and spend the night there. Ill be back in.