" I answered.With that we said good night and hung up.By this time, Julie was sitting in Brian's lap. I wondered what was going under the water. I exp...ained that Kevin wasn't coming back, and that he sent his apologies. I wondered if my excitement was evident. "So, what do you two want to do tomorrow?" I asked. "Have you ever been to a nude beach" Nude beach...that sounds like fun. Do you know of one?" Brian responded with Julie nodding her agreement."Well it's not officially a nude beach, it's. "It's a little family-owned place just a couple of blocks away, so I figured that we'd just walk. Is that okay with you?" Sure, that sounds great! Do they have any food cause I'm starving?" Yes, they make a thick juicy burger that reminds you of grilling on charcoal." Sounds delicious!" I practically bellowed as we headed down the deserted sidewalk. Gerry laughed at my reply as he led me into the busy small tavern."Do you want to sit at the bar?" Gerry questioned."It seems kind of loud over. Saying goodbye to Massachusetts. I packed all of my belongings in a truck. I’ve got twenty four hundred bucks on me. And I got nothing to lose. I’m a twenty-four-year-old Black male with a college degree. I don’t have any criminal record. I’m healthy. I got no wife and no brats. Life should be sweet. So why does everything I see fill me with bitterness? I hate what I’ve become. Folks, I’m not going to lie. I cry as I write these words. I feel so disappointed in Wendy. I loved her, you know.. Anu’s face softened as her hand reach out, caressing my cheeks with her palm as she tries desperately to remember why she had acted like such a whore and slut, and how could she have forgotten her fertility cycle to have me load her again with the fertile seeds of my youth. Now shamed and confused, but on a strong sub – conscious level satisfied, Anu hurriedly ran upstairs into her room to take a shower. Her mind tried to grasp something solid in the dense fog, searching for clarity to no.