That left several “empty” days and I wanted it all the time.Roger was an older man who lived down the hall. One day after work I was getting my ma...l and he came by so we chatted.“I see that you are having some male company these days,” he commented. “I’m sure you must have been lonely after your boyfriend left.” He knew the story.“Yeah, I was. So why didn’t you ask me out?” I half-teased.He widened his eyes and paused for a moment, “I didn’t think it was my place. And I’m so much older than. I agreed but told them I didn’t have a room at the hotel as I had to travel back in the evening and suggested we meet in the bar later, they looked at each other and said we live round the corner, could we go there as it was a delicate matter and didn’t want to be overheard, so agreed.Anyway once the talk was over and questions answered I met up with Alison and John and we walked to their house. I can’t go into detail but after telling me their situation, they had worried about nothing and in. After that I was hooked on wearing hose. Did a lot of on an off of wearing my mom's pantyhose. My cross dressing started a few later after that as I was caught by my cousin in her mom's pantyhose and one of my cousin's outfits which was jean skirt pink top with her mom's dark brown pantyhose and dark brown 2 1/2 strappy sandal. She freaked at first but think she kind of liked seeing me dressed up in her clothes. She didn't tell on me or anything she just had me wear some different. . how should I put it, those who are hanging on to their boyfriends but are not allowed to touch them are mostly just for the money paid by the boyfriend, or to enjoy the pleasure of being served by others, but you obviously don't fit the two , we have been together for more than three years, you will be angry if I buy you a more expensive gift, but you bought that ps5, and you didn’t even want to spend more money for you.”“As for the latter ... I believe my eyes are not blind. If you are that.