When she recovered, she cackled, "It was an all-you-want buffet, Oliver, er, Katherine. I'm glad you got some refills. I had fun being right next to y...u and Bob. I know Bob liked it a lot. At least he made you do all the work the last time. I was hoping you'd tell me you were still hungry and go after me!" She laughed again. Katherine was blushing, but soon she joined Ellen in laughter.In a more sober tone, Ellen said, "Katherine, you are welcome in our home at any time. You are welcome in any. ..I spread open my bottom and lined myself up with one jet of hissing water. I didn't even know what I was lining up....just knew I HAD to try to make myself have a buzzy feeling there again. That's what I started calling it: my buzzy bottom feeling. My heart was pounding as I put myself under the stream of water. Would it work? Would it fail? Was I doomed to never have the rush of feelings and deep stimulating excitement that I had with the hose? At first, I thought it hadn't. " It was true," he replied.Emma liked that. "I was so delighted to follow your success." Right out of the blue," he said."You might say that," she said, in a teasing tone that Eric so readily remembered, "but a certain part of it is right out of your- our life, isn't it?" So, you've read it?" That title. Could I resist? You kept his name the same. It's me, isn't it? Your female character." You?" I can tell by your smile, your choice of name for her, Emaline. Very close. That section, that one. But seeing them would lead directly to something I was very unsure about. But then again, I was unsure about just about everything except for my career path. Dale’s words kept echoing in my ears. And if I was honest, he was right about Sandy and Sophia being casual sex. I drew a distinction because there was more to it than that. But was there, really? My attempt to make it more had made Sandy very uneasy, because for her it WAS just sex — a way to feel good and relieve stress.Was I kidding.