I tried it once and had an allergicreaction to it and almost died." You poor thing, it really is fun to do." All I ever do is drink and hardly even do...that." Stick with me and I'll corrupt you," laughed Susan."I'll probably do enough of that for myself," giggled Brenda.Brenda was starting to like Susan. She was open about her life and fromwhat Susan had said, it had been a bit bawdy. From what she had said itlooked as though she might be the drug source for Melissa. She wanted topry a bit. Now please, come and sleep in your bed with me? And in the morning we can all discuss this? Im getting so bored of Cayla that I just want it over and done with. I said shaking my head, and every word I said was true. I do love Nikkie. Ill never stop loving her, I always will. I pulled Nikkie up and carried her back to the bed. She climbed in and I climbed in next to her. She didnt sleep looking at me, or huddling next to me. She slept with her back to me. Fine I said under my breath and wrapped. How corny. And I call myself a feminist.He happily obliged and the next ten minutes of my life was a time period I'll sadly never get back. At first I yelped when he entered, easily sliding into my wet muff. I bit on his earlobe and told him to fuck me as hard as he possibly could, fuck me until I couldn't feel my legs."Fuck me good, I want you to break me," I whispered.Instead, he fucked me until I couldn't feel my brain. I'm all for men being vocal during sex, in fact I find it pretty sexy,. ”“I’m sorry for your loss, sir. I’ll ask.”“Thanks, Petty Officer,” I say and close my eyes. Suddenly I’m thrown back against the bulkhead as the bird was thrown into the sky. Like most pilots, I feel helpless unless I’m at the controls of the aircraft. I feel even more helpless knowing I’m hundreds of miles from those I love when they need me most. The tears well up and a sob escapes my lips taking all the anguish I feel in my soul. As I’m about to begin to completely break down, I see the.