Of course I had spent two weeks at Christmas here every year. The first year I did that, the Dean's family had shown up for one week of that. And for ...he next two years it was repeated.That first summer after starting school I had wondered what I was going to do to fill the time. After the first week at home, letters started arriving from the girls telling me how much they missed me and the classes. I got at least two letters from each of them. Finally, Diane had written asking me to return.. .." It took me nine years to grow this hair," I say as I pull on my smartwhite shirt and fasten a tie around my neck. "I'm not letting anyoneremove a single one from my body!" Good man," Jamie says with a smile as she applies layer after layer oflipstick before dousing herself in her favourite sweet-smelling perfume.I watch, entranced, as the love of my life ties her long blonde hair intoa stylish updo, before slipping her feet into torturous-looking high-heeled shoes and grabbing her. You don’t understand.’ I notice that I’m speeding. ‘I sure don’t. Jesus.’ I ease off the pedal. ‘Maybe I’m out of line here, but it seems to me like everybody else should be worried about how you feel, not the other way around.’ ‘But it’s my fault. Jake, I know that sounds crazy, but it really is.’ ‘What the fuck-‘ ‘Can we not talk about it?’ I don’t answer, and neither of us has anything else to say for the rest of the drive. My apartment’s a mess, but I really don’t care anymore. I’m not out. I can't wait to get started, I jump on the bed next to you and we kiss, that always gets me so turned on, and it seems to work with you as well, my hand snakes down your body and finds your pussy, you did start without me, damn your panties are wet, I slide my hand in side them, and start to finger you, still kissing you with all of my passion, you are writhing around beneath me, well you have been simmering since you had the idea and sent me the text. You are really wet it feels so good, a.