‘Next,’ I said as I turned toward Mike. I took Mike’s cock in my mouth and bobbed my head up and down on it for a minute. Then I pulled my mouth...off his cock and ran my tongue around the head. I kissed my way down his cock to his balls. I took one of his testicles into my mouth and sucked on the hard nut. When I sucked his second testicle into my mouth and stroked his cock, I was sure he would cum but didn’t. He just stood there moaning and groaning. ‘Back to you later,’ I said after I spit his. This was a great improvement in my control. My original problem had been that I had to keep my virtual perspective close to the person, once the connection was established. If I moved my 'point of view' too far from my contact, I would lose connection with the person totally. This problem was now greatly eased.I spent a little time driving from my house to my factory almost everyday. As opening day got closer, I became more nervous. I kept rechecking my all my licenses and permits. Everything. I noticed (and kind of expected) that I would be thinking sexy thoughts more often and getting more erections more often than usual. During the whole first week of abstaining I noticed a lift in my regular mood. I was generally happier and experienced real joy (which is rare). For instance when I would look out the car window at a field from the passenger seat while driving by, I would see the beauty of it more than usual and just generally feel happy about life. I am not sure if this. About four years after my sex education I had a regular girl friend. She was beautiful with double d cup breasts and legs she could have modelled. Actually, when I first met her I was so surprised that she wanted me because she was so beautiful. 5 foot 6, slim, long legs, breasts that a blind man could see at 50 yards. I was still wet behind the ears when it came to proper relationships and I must admit looking back I was quite selfish. I treated sex as something I did for my enjoyment.We had.