"See I told you noone cared," Trevor said."You really don't?" Landon asked quietly with his head lowered and his darkbangs hanging down."No, not at al..., Landon. I thought it was sweet," I said and headed tofind the bathroom. Trevor saw me looking and pointed up the stairs in thesplit-level home. I finished and returned with Trevor's arm around Landon.Both were so cute together."Ummm... Matt, can we ask you something real quick?" Trevor asked."Sure, what is it?" I said."Not a word of this to. She was starting to fight back tears as she continued her story. I was the first boy she had every danced with and she wanted to know if she could kiss me. Janet was kind of skinny and plain but far from ugly. I just stood there as she explained that this might be her only chance because her parents didn't let her go out, and anyhow, no boys had ever asked her out. She whispered that she liked boys a lot but didn't know how to act around them. We stood there for a few minutes as she wiped away. She kicked off the expensive shoes and pulled her silk-stockinged legsup under her. Sitting on her feet brought her face closer to Harry'slevel. She sucked on an ice cube and looked across the restaurant tableat her doctor, her lover, and more and more, she realized, someone whowanted her, wanted to please her, and was willing to spend a lot oftime and money trying. The shopping spree, what with underwear andstockings, must have totaled more than the free boobjob.Dr. Harold Mann stood well over. The moment seems to last forever. As we finally part, I sense a part of you that needs to hold back. As hard as I know it is for me, and I sense it is for you, I know you're right. With no sense of regret, and a bit of sadness, we resume our walk together. It's more quiet and a little more serious now. Nothing will ever be the same.Later on, as I'm restlessly laying on the couch, unable to sleep because thoughts of you are racing through my head. I decide I can't take it anymore, and get up and.