”Jared nodded as Gloria suddenly blushed at the embarrassment of it all but continued. “Well, just this last weekend Blake got so abusive and frig...tening that I just had to call the police. We were advised to stay with friends for a few days which we did. We came back when I thought Blake had calmed down a bit and was in better frame of mind for some very serious discussion. Those talks went well and I really thought we were getting somewhere. Then just yesterday morning he came back home from. I turned my head the other way and saw her still curled into a fetal position. I crawled to her and Mom joined me there.I rolled her over, “No, no, no … no more … I … I can’t take … take any more …” her body was still in minor quakes. Mom and I joined her, lying next to her on opposite sides, holding her, just holding her tightly to us. No stroking, just holding until her body stopped it’s shaking.When she was quiet, I raised up on an elbow and turned her face to mine. “I am sorry, Juli, if. "I hugged her to me and kissed her, "Oh, honey, darling. You don't need to pretend with me. I love you just the way you are. You can be sweet and innocent with me, and I won't care. I care for you just as much. You don't need to be someone you're not." But you've had all those other girlfriends, and you've had sex with them. I read about some of what you did and how you felt in your journal. I know, I'm sorry. It was sweet and tender, what you wrote. I just wanted to ... be in there too. I hope. He was moving them round and round and then in. Oh, fuck! This was a marijuana high! I was wet.‘Don’t come slave. Not just yet!. As if I had an option. Fuck!He made me stand. He pushed me against the wall. The wall was cold. His palms were exploring my shoulders, my back, oh! My waist. Oh! I felt as if liquid electricity was flowing underneath my skin. His hands went under the hooks.I heard the straps getting off. Fuck! I am naked, my hands are tied and I am blinded. He kissed me profusely on.