" To which she replied ok if was offering. She turn to the side on the sofa I very nervously sat behind her, and began massaging her shoulders. She st...rted to make all kinds of noises, going "mmmmm," and "yeah that's good." After about 5-6 mins of this she told me to move back so she could lie down so I could do her lower back. As she lay down she moved her legs either side of me, and again I went hard as a nail. I was so scared I stayed at the other end of the sofa and stretched as far as I. It's not until just now, though, that I've questioned 'why'. I guess you could say I'm a 'power-phile'. But power alone doesn't attract me to a person. It's how they choose to use that power that interests me. Patricia Collins has done some very good things with her power and money, and has still managed to stay successful, and I guess that's why I've become sort of a 'fan' of hers. You're a lucky man, Mr. Travis!" In more ways than you know!" I replied, smiling, "But now I'm nervous! I hope I. I had sworn off women after a nightmare of a break-up with a woman who really made me consider, for the first time in my life, whether or not life was worth continuing. I wasn’t suicidal or anything, but I had decided that I was destined to be either alone or in a miserable relationship, the only two choices I had experience with so far. Of those two choices I had decided that I would be happier alone and to just exist and chill instead of striving to have…ya know…the house, family, career. Where am I sleeping?" She gestured to the bed. "Then, where are you sleeping?" Silly. With you, of course." Your folks won't mind us sharing the bed?" Mom knows we slept together at school." How does she know that?" Because I told her. Reid -- she knows we're both adults. She knows we're in love, and she knows adults who are in love sleep with each other. There aren't any younger siblings for us to corrupt. I told you my mother is cool." I think your mother is probably a bit too permissive.".