All my lustful desireshad also diminished now Mummy is showing no interest. It's not as if Iwant her to feast on it, I'm quite adept at doing that mys...lf. Taking upmy pantaloons my heart fell broken, knowing any slim thought I might ofhad to being offer any kindness has now evaporated.I stood ready to wallow in the arrival of satin camisole over my smoothresponsive body. But no, as Mummy called me towards her back by the bed,I watched as she opening out the little something wrapped in. " I was the kidnapper," Gordi said. "One moment I was sitting on my butt all fat and stupid and happy, and the next instant there were all these Capitallian Marines and Sailors kicking ass on my fellow conspirators. A lot of good it did to have a sentry posted on the dock!" Gordi, you were a landlubber," Hank said. "You did have a watch out for boats, but there was a fog that night. It was cold. And we approached from the dock side in boats--the police cruiser on the dock was looking out to. So what’s the problem? Are you embarrassed?”“No. Just lower your voice.”When she picked two packages up and, in an equally loud but deep, gruff voice said, “Get these two so we can see the difference,” I burst into laughter.It was the type of laughter that made my sides ache. People peeked into the aisle to see what was so funny, and all Rachael did was grin at me. Damn, I adored her!Turned out I did get embarrassed when we paid, just like a teenager again.On the drive home, Rachael turned in. I tried cocaine one time and it fucked me up but good. I don’t even remember who I had sex with and missed a whole day. After that, I said ‘never again’. The weed made me mellow and I liked that. I usually drank mixed drinks like rum and coke. I rarely got so drunk I didn’t know what I was doing but it did happen a couple of times my first year. After that I was better able to control myself. Larry and Gary both went to State college and got business degrees. They both worked in the largest.