You can already do more than I did at twelve. Even now, I can't bring some girl over to the house, lock my door, and do things with her like you do." ...ou could if you wanted to. I wouldn't say anything to anyone about it. You've done things with Clara in your room, and I didn't try to get you in trouble for it." I still say you have to wait. If you don't wait, and I find out about it, I'll tell mom. She can do whatever she wants about it. I'm not warning you anymore. The next time, it's. But I couldn’t shake the image, the sensation, of being thrown over the couch and sodomized either. “Were there any others?” I could barely hear his voice. “No.” My eyes watered and my heart broke a little, at the sadness in his voice. “Oh, God, Matthew, I’m sorry. I love you. I just...” “Shh,” he said. I blinked the last of the tears out of my eyes. I felt raw and open and so alive. Matthew’s emotions were hidden, his face a blank slab of concrete. He stood up in front of me with his back to. My dog was a Great Dane and very much still a puppy. He took up half of my bed for there was no man in my life, just my dog and me. Rubbing his ears I asked, "Are you hungry?" His wagging tail and kisses answered that question so we headed downstairs. I poured his food in his bowl and pulled a yogurt out of the fridge for me. Leaning against the countertop I closed my eyes and breathed how good it felt to be home, my only solace other than my dog. Thinking how my birthday was today and how I. .Harish:kya hua aj kis khayal me hai tu,Me: nahi yar diya aur nita ko dekh ke imag kharab ho raha hai,Har:mera bhi yahi haal hai yar kya kare behne hain nahi toMe: nahi to kyaHar: tujhe aache se pata hai.Aur ham ek dusere ko dekh kar hasne lage..Me: dekh ab diya ki shaddi karna hai ladke bhi nahi mil rahe aur dene ko dehaj bhi nahi hainHar:ha toMe: me tu diya se shaddi kar sakta hai ?Har: thoda sochne ke baat bola kya baat kiya yaar tune mere muh ki baat cheen li,Me: mere kya hoga phir.Har:.