Our second visit to the orchestra was a lot like the first one: Tommie told me about the composers and the music, we both really enjoyed the concert, ...nd we chatted away comfortably and easily. I learned a little more about her big sister Alice, who'd married a Canadian guy and lived in Toronto, and I told her some funny stories about working my way through college as a lifeguard at a YMCA pool, and some of the crazy things that went on there.And during intermission something else interesting. .." here John paused and glared at herwith a baleful look. "You need to hold up your end. If your productivityor quality falls off I'll treat you just as I would anyone else. Believeit." Understood," Colleen said."Good. Now get back to work."* * * * *The remainder of the afternoon Colleen considered her situation. She wasa competent diesel mechanic but the main reason for doing this job nolonger existed. She didn't need to hide behind a macho job any longer.Did she *like* her job or did she. She nervously tried to play off the strange movement before continuing, “We just found out a few weeks ago. I- I wasn’t sure how you would react when you said your memory was hazy.”The tub was for a woman on the verge of giving birth, the chair had been built for a woman well along in her pregnancy, and a nursery that wouldn’t be needed for months was completely set up and waiting.Kal’s expression went cold. “No.”The moment he uttered the word, excruciating pain flared in his head that drove. They blame me for other talented people not getting the awards because of me. Just because I am the daughter of a renowned actor means that I don’t deserve an award? The trolls on my social network comment saying I am privileged. I have never done any hard work. I never had to face any trouble to get cast in a film. I am a busy actress as I have to juggle between shooting films, ads, interviews and live performances.My life is not easy. Believe me, when I say, I have worked hard enough to reach.