Tonight will be the last time I’ll wonder where he’s been.’ Pulling out the pistol, she carefully opened the cylinder and loaded bullets into ea...h chamber. Giving it a spin, she flicked the cylinder closed and turned toward the bathroom. She could hear the shower running and his soft humming. Her heart ached, knowing he didn’t love her anymore and knowing she could lose any chance at happiness with him if she did what she’d planned to do with the gun. Moving toward the bathroom, she fought the. Oh the feeling of that lovely bum pressing onto mine. As she stretched forward to reach the top of my back the pressure was released only to be reapplied as she massed my lower back. It felt almost as thought she was forcing me to ride the bed. The bed responded by sending waves up and down the length of the bed thus multiplying the erotic effect. On finishing my neck, Nadia said “Master now you turn over please.”I will skip the effect of the massage on my legs, sufficient to say it was. ”I looked at her. Damn! I was starting to grow hard at the thought of removing her clothes. “So am I supposed to act like a robot? Should I show feelings while we do it? Or should I just make it all mechanical? That would be hard for me Rajini because I do have feelings for you.”Rajini took the glass from my hand. “I know you do, Rajesh. And so does Ramu. We both see how hard you try to hide them. That was one of the reasons why we both agreed to try it this way. Ramu knew that you would treat. . and one day (early 2007), at her flat at South Extension-II, Saarda gladly lost her virginity to Sanjay prior to their ceremonial engagement ( swagaii ) in 2009. Saarda did not ‘bleed’ as Sanjay had ‘faintly’ expected. In this first ‘tryst of coital spree’ they first time spoke out each other’s sexual tendencies likes and dislikes etc ---- which were important as they were going to be a married couple in near future. However, after a couple of months or after their graduation and Sanjay’s.