.." Fearful?" Dreadfully. Scared to death." Of what?" That I am losing myself. That in the future I will loose myself.Become someone, no something, o...her. There can be no greater fear." And yet the experience itself is not unpleasant?" The pencil wasmoving again, turning slowly now, thoughtfully even, the fingersconsidering every twist."No." The word emerged reluctantly. "The reverse really. When I amrelaxed, contented even, I am most vulnerable to it. To .... tobeing other than me."The. Tomorrow I will.Dad: and..Me: and what dad?Dad: buy some nice bikinis as our hotel is near a beach so you might need that.Me: ok dad. I am happy that you said it.After we had our speech I went to my room to sleep. I was in total excitement as I am going to US after a long time. So I was preparing myself to stay there. With the excitement I went to sleep.Next day I woke up in the morning after taking bath I went to shopping. I bought some dresses and some bikinis. And also I bought all the. " Oh, cool. How's she doing. All settled in at school?" Yup," Sophie told him. "She seems to love it. I'm glad, she's so young." Not any younger than I was when I first went to college. OK, a couple months younger, but I was still only 17 when we came here." I know. All you damn prodigies," Sophie grinned. "She didn't start school a year early like you did, though, you know. She skipped third grade. Anyhow, she's doing very well, and she loves Stanford." Good for her." Yup. She got a sophomore. Of course, her dad always came home and they would all have a wonderful few weeks together until it was time for her father to return to sea. However, to her young mind the magic people brought her dad home, so she would leave extra food and treats out for them for looking after her. She spent many an hour sitting on the headland daydreaming, occasionally someone would walk by. She was always polite and would talk and answer any questions, also offer to help if needed. The priest from her.