.Bye for now..H went …We were very happy…The next day mom went to the farm ….And I went to college….Really my college was having 12th standard...so I was admitted there…..My class got over at 12 noon..So I thought to visit my mom…..When I went there I saw my mom checking something in the laptop there…. I was happy that she got a job and is happy….Then the managing director of the dairy farm came there…My mom introduced me as her son……He was a black tamil man… 6 feet tall and very muscular… He. After all, I was who she spent her night with every night, even if we were miles apart and connected only by a copper telephone line.I decided for the moment to just savor the realism of this dream/memory and let it play out as it had, hoping my memory of events hadn't degraded too much over the decades. Perhaps, since this was just a dream, I could change the outcome, and in this way experience what might have been. I looked at Ruth again and deliberately began to undress her with my eyes,. That day no one was there. I fall on her. She covers her whole body with petticoat because of the bath. I kiss her lip to lip. We taste sweet, we started smoothing. I suck her left boobs and kiss her suddenly power comes she smile sexily.I asked sorry for that she accepts my feeling.I fresh up and come to eat dinner and ask about her marriage life. She says it was a nightmare. She is not satisfied because he was not good in sex.She called me to help in cooking.I accepted because my mind says to. . I'm fine," she lied, quickly turning back toward the counter. "Go ahead, Pete, he's in his office," she said, not daring to look at him."Thanks." Oh God, if he'd just quit looking at me with that smile. He's killing me," she moaned to herself.Pete and Tom spent the better part of an hour in the office. Brenda could hear them talking but she couldn't make out what it was about. A steady stream of customers helped take her mind off him for a while.When they emerged from the office it was almost.