I asked why she is single. She told me that no black man wants to date her. I was totally surprised by her answer. She was sexy, slim with small boobs...and ass. And that was her main concern as she told me that black men prefer to date women with big ass n boobs. She was asking me if she could eat that makes her fat. I told her jokingly to have sex. She said casually that she had sex but nothing happened. I told her ‘Oh what I meant to have sex with me’ for which both of us laughed. She was. Aur phir tumhare bahiya aur mere relations. Main sab kuch ansuna karta raha. Bhabhi ne thodi der mein apney haath dheeley chod diye. Haath dheeley chodtey hi mainey jaldi se saarey hook khol diye bhabhi ki bra se boobs nikalne ko betab they. Woh bilkul gulab ki tarah gulabi theymain samney aaya aur bhabhi ji koleta diya.Woh bahut garam ho chuki thi. Thodi der tak unki breast par kis karney ke baad mainey unhey bar se aajad kar va diya. Bhabhi ne meri shirt ke buttons kholne shuru kar diye aur. ”Then only I realized that I cannot control my sexual urges once it is started. I was a virgin before marriage. After having sex for the first time after getting married, in my mind, I want to have it all night and all the time.In the year 1991, my husband fell sick. On that occasion, his family members disclosed the truth that he was taking the medication for some blood disease and now he was in a critical stage.I was really angry, worried, and upset because my lovable family members concealed. “I am huge, Kate. Everywhere. And you are… not."“Sweet, sweet boy," I repeated my sentiment from before and pulled the hoody and tank top over my head in one move.Left in my sports bra only, I was acutely aware of what the cold has done to my nipples, already hard from the exposure. I might have looked small in comparison in Andrew’s eyes, but I wasn’t exactly a tiny girl. I had curves, too much here and there, and I knew it.Yet, I have learned long ago to accept and use what I had and was not.