Toh usne kaha woh,woh toh meri friend hai radhika (name change) toh mein usse uske baare mein aur jaankari hassil karne lga toh wo mujhe kehne lagi ki...kya baat hai bada interest dikha rhe ho usme .Toh maine usse saari baat bta di maine usse apni help karne ke liye kaha toh pehle woh nakhre karne lgi par baad mein maan gayaMein jab bi unke ghar mein jata toh woh mujhe dekh kar muskurati friends mein apko ek baat batana bool gaya ki mein dekhne mein gora aur fit body ka 5ft 11 inch hight ka banda. I'm sure she's vegging out in front of the TV right now."Dawn screwed up her face. "You think so?" Of course. If not, then she went out to meet with other friends. She has a life beyond us, y'know."My girlfriend sighed. "It's just ... I don't want her to feel excluded. We're getting to be friends, and she already feels a little bit like an intruder into our private little bungalow. A couple of days ago, she told me she was thinking she should find another room to rent to give us our little. We had little other dialog. Not really the point for two straight guys about to suck each other's cocks. "Git'er done" as we say in Texas.We pulled into a secluded spot in the back of a crappy apartment complex that seemed as likely to have d**g deals going on as straight dudes blowing each other for fun. "I should do you first cuz I'll lose interest after I cum," I said, afraid I might feel obligated to go down on him after my hetero feelings inevitably returned."Cool," he said and began to. Lately for me, though, ithad become a halfhearted countdown. I had so much going on in my life,right now, that a relationship really was the last thing I needed. But Idid love her, and that wasn't going to change.I did some web surfing, practiced violin for about an hour, and passedout on the couch.That night, I dreamed I was Pinnochio, breaking free of the strings butalways having to watch out. I dreamed that there were wild animalschasing me, and that I was finally playing in the Boston.