Not enough to have a ridiculously high-pitched voice, my partially paralyzed tongue also left me with an even more ridiculous lisp! "Pleeath, a bathro...m fatht!" I cried when I suddenly felt myself peeing and messing my diapers. It felt absolutely horrendous. I couldn't do anything to hold it back, my body simply let go without asking my mind. I felt the squishy and smelly mass spread in my diapers. I felt thoroughly dirty. I couldn't even remember when I messed myself last. I couldn't stand to. I was living at home and that fact alone I think kept me sane. I was writing to Ginny regularly and received her replies a little less often. I would sit in my bedroom in front of the computer, having finished my studies, trying to think of something new or interesting to tell her. College was a very different environment from high school and I was curious if Ginny was feeling the same way I was. Ottawa was a big institution and I was an almost invisible ant in their affairs. It was quite an. ‘Please be a good card,’ she thought to herself as she slowly picked up the top card after she had shoveled them. She looked at the card in her hand and found that she got a King. “Yes, I’ve got a king!” she said excitedly. “My card is even higher than a ten!” “Hilary, but you know if I get a queen, then I beat you, right? A queen is higher than a king because men are weak.” Haylie reminded her little sister. “I know, Haylie, and you don’t have to tell me twice.” Hilary said agreeing with her.. I’ve got a half-dozen previous boyfriends that see me in public from time to time. I know they don’t give a damn that I’m married. We’re not talking about love, honey, just lust like I had with them before I met you. Did it stop me from being in love with you? Not at all even though I was seeing some of them when we first started dating. I was a good girl, you know, and didn’t let them get inside me even after you took my virginity. I have some honor, don’t forget.”“Shit, we’ve run out of time..