I had never experienced my body this way. I had always treated my butt simply as something I sit with - never as any source of pleasure or arousal. Bu... now with my penis hopelessly restrained, I had no choice but to discover new paths. My hands explored more aggressively, making their way between my nylon-covered cheeks and pushing into my crack. I found the crevice of my ass to be even more sensitive than the soft flesh surrounding it. I lay face down and focused all my efforts to pressing and. Kirsten was impressed. Showers as a woman were still novel for Kirsten. As she washed her body the smoothness of her skin, made possible by laserhair removal and her hormones, was always something which reminded her ofher femininity. Washing around her breasts was also something which sheenjoyed. In fact only one surgery was left for Kirsten. But it wouldhave to wait. The vaginoplasty was a delicate procedure and anyway shecouldn't spare time from work or the money at the present time. . But between the age difference and other status things, Paul idolized him. I am sure that the fact that he was used to getting his way with women drove his current “crush” on me.I would have found Malcolm very attractive if I wasn’t already committed to the love of my life. Women who look like me learn how to use their powers early on, and I was in full command of my womanly artifices before I reached drinking age.So it was NOT a new experience to have a guy who was twenty years older than me. I was pretty sure Andrew would be okay with me beingtrans; I'd have to tell him after I transformed, anyway, if I didn'ttell him first in order to get his help to transform. I hadn't told himyet because... well, I was a coward. And I'd talked to people onlinewho told me that friends they'd known and trusted for years had turnedon them, said and done the most horrible things, when they came out. I'dbeen figuring I couldn't actually do anything about it until I waseighteen and not living at.